Currently Listening Dark Light By Him Dark Light see related

hey new site...Poisongirl_999...........yeah bitchez go there and comment luv yaz bye!

                                   *Amy*

Currently Listening Dark Light By Him "Killing Loneliness" see related

Hello everybody, Merry Christmas! Suprisingly mine was actually pretty good, well on christmas eve my mom gave me a present early....IT WAS THE FUCKING HIM CD DARKLIGHT AND LIKE EXTRA SHIT TOO! *If you know the thing between me and my mom with HIM you would know why im so FUCKIN happy* But yeah and what i got today was 4 HIM buttons, a Nightmare Before Christmas comforter*sp*, a Jack Skellington scarf, the Disturbed CD, Hawthorne Heights CD, Bloodhound Gang CD, 4 pairs of earings, a new The Used poster, a Curve Crush set thing with spray, lotion 'e.c', Snoopy slippers, a fleece ducky blanket, a rubber ducky, $40, and a $10 gift card for Hot Topic, i think thats it. Im still supposed to get maybe atleast 2 more presents maybe more or less i don't know! Im pretty happy with this christmas! hows was everybody elses? Friday sucked ass though again but i don't feel like talking bout it but hmm what else happen ooo Seth came over saturday night maybe stayed for like 20 min i wishhe could of stayed longer but i could tell he wasn't feeling good so he went home but hes supposed to come over again this week sometime...o and christmas eve dinner wasfreakin awesome! We had shrimp and lobster tails fuckin yummy in my tummy!Oh and then today over at my g-ma's and my aunt made peanut butter fudge HoLy ShIt was it FUCKIN GOOD!!*drools* there was extra too, guess who took it home ME! So im probably gonna gain a few more pounds before we go back to school lol but ill just dance it off ~lol~ DDR baby! well i think this entry is long enough t2ul byez

                                ^like them i love them! ~lol~

                    So long and goodnight luv ya bunchez *Amy*

                          CoMmEnTs PlEaS!!!!!!

Currently Listening Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson "Behind These Hazel Eyes" see related

This christmas is gonna suck ass..i know it is...first bad thing thats happen was that me and Seth broke up tonight or were really over this time w/e you wanna say im not sure what to say but yeah don't really wanna expalin and i think im done w/ guys for awhile because all they do is hurt you honestly nothing good comes out of it maybe if you get lucky you'll get maybe 1 or 2 good memories out of it but thats it i also hate it when you end up caring/liking the guy more than they do you and also when the only thing they want with you is to get in your pants that one really hurts and i think ill shut up bout that now  i also have a feeling other things are really gonna suck ass bout this christmas but i think im just gonna go lay in my room and listen to music because i don't really feel like doing nething bye

                                                       Random Shit

Don't you hate it when someone ask you whats wrong and you say nothing, when theres really something eating you up inside you wanna tell them but your scared of what their reaction will be?

Don't you also hate it when everything is screwed up and you just wanna break down and cry and have someone there for you, but then you go to school acting perfcectly fine wishing someone knew how you felt so you could talk to them about,the thing i hate most about this is having to go to school with a fake smile on... 

Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes.<...i know i took out a line but thats something ive felt for a long time not just now...my eyes are hazel too what a kawinkedink*sp*

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don?t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid 

 I?ve learned the hard way to never let it get that far
I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I?m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn?t even whole to start with

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid <i feel this way thanx to my dad and myx which im sur eyou all know of (yea Jon)im over him i just feel letting out how i feel since i haven't really done that in awhile.

yeah these are parts of the lyrics out of Kelly Clarkson songs...there probably the only ones i like only because i feel like the lyrics relate to me...and im sure they do to alot of people but yeah im gonna go bye...............So long and goodnight *Amy*

Currently Listening Ghost of You By My Chemical Romance see related

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I LOVE MY SONG thanx to Liz she found it haha Kyla i laugh in your face because you know something....I KNOW you want it huh huh don't ya don't ya?!?!?!? cuz you know who it is right? MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BABY!!!!HELLS YEAH so now i have 3 of my favorite guys im only missing one....my smexy Ville Valo!!! id do him! uhhh hmmm so ya like my background people??? i know Kyla doesn't because she has a mental problem and doesn't like the smexy Bert McCracken...honestly who couldn't like him? *don't answer that* well i get to go shopping today *im only typing to piss Liz off because i know she wants on* ha haha j/k well actually no im not ...i don't know all i know is when i don't answer the phone when im on the internet it means to STOP FUCKING CALLING ME ...you know why because IT SLOWS DOWN MY FUCKIN COMPUTER AND MAKES ME TAKE LONGER ON THE GOD DAMN INTERNET!!! so yeah i swear she called me bout uhh hmm 20 so times! but neways OOOOOOOOOO i feel so smart i got the highest grade on my social studies test out of the whole class i got a 64/70 thats a 91% ha thought i wouldn't know that now did ya? well hmmm what else can i type k i g2g shes pmsing...ha j/k i luv my liz oh wait never mind she told me she really is i guess ha thought i wouldn't know that now did ya thats 2 today ive been smart...shut up liz go screw yourself with your dildo! yeah right you bitch o LIAR! so! maybe ok this is weird because liz is talking to me and im answering by typing it so im in a silent mode right now....................................................k well if liz will shut up i can get off and if SHE STOPS FONDLING MY TUNA!  hey wait im clean thank you very much and its not my tuna till maybe uhh hmm another 40 years then you can call it my tuna! well if you would shut up and stop giving me thigns to write about....ok were good STOP LAUGHING AT ME YOU WHORE!!! I SPELL HO LIKE WHOE <....you guys Liz won't stop laughing at me....well no i am not! well no! well nooooooo! well if you would let me type liz then maybe things would start making since on my xanga SHUT UP YOU PENIS! SCRODUM! URETHA! SEMEN!EPEPDIDYMUS!DANG I LUV SEX ED LOL j/k well my moms here i g2g luv you alls byez!

     so long and goodnight luv yaz *Amy*

Currently Listening Love Metal By Him "Endless Dark" see related

GOOD NEWS AFI IS COMING OUT WITH A NEW CD NEXT SPRING HELLS YEAH BITCHEZ!

                                              DAVEY HAVOK

hello eveyrbody sorry bout the last entry but its all good i feel better but me and Seth are broken up ori guess you could say its on hold because his dad and step mom made him break up with me because hehas an F in biology and well Seth you better get your god damn grade up!!! I wanna go to your uncle's this weekend because i think it would be really fun! uhh well i actually can't wait till tomorrow im going christmas shoopingw/ my bitches well hopefully they can come but yeah Bryson and Liz are supposed to be coming w/ me if not o well they just won't get to choose their present but i really hope they can come because yeah i love my whores!hmm something else thats new i think me and Brooke have stop being friends and honestly i could care less because thats more than half the fucking drama in my GONE! hells yeah!hmmm school sux i thinki have and F in science because i missed like a week of school and there was a test that week that i need to take and well he hasn't said anything to me and im not saying anything to him because i don't even know what the test was over! ha! and then today i didn't turn my assignment in but like half the class didn't do it so o well but i go tmy assignment done tonight it was only 3questions and then i got last weeks w/s done well the front side of it i don't know how to do the rest...well yeah rnough about school mmmmm right now im eating this peanut butter thing and its FUCKING good!!! *drools* so much peanut butter ok hmmmm i can't wait till christmas break because i need one someone needs to have a BIG new years eve party ....so guys can come and it would be FUN! hmmm uhhhh who has msn??? I does crazygirl2003344@aol.com <..... i know it says for aol but its my thingy thats what you put in if you wanna add me or if you leave me a comment then yeah ill add you uhh well on eof my whores is calling me *liz* and yeah i got to call her back so t2ul.................ITS RAINING! atleast thats what my mom said im in short shorts im not going out side!

<Seth

^ha ha Seth i stole the pic *thank you Amanda*but yeah some of my friends wanted to see you and you would never let me take a pic so yeah theres thepic of you....

<hot

<...LMFAO! thats for Bryson I LUV YOU!

<thats my Bert from the used i luv him he so cute!

<is Dani Filth HOTT or what?!

<i luv these bands!>       

                                        ^aint that awesomes^

The Cure rox my sox> <Robert Smith ^AWESOMES^